I won what was left behind

In the words of a brilliant lady-singer-lyricist,
One of my new (but olden') favourites;

"in a man-made dream so terribly frightening,
Oh my God, what have i done?
what have i lost,what have i won?"

"people die trying to win a hill."
-Susan Christie

and to think she was cast aside at first... i do not pretend to understand the "creative differences" and ideas of some folk in this world.